Snow!

We got our first snow fall of the season yesterday.  Originally, we were supposed to only get rain, but instead got just over 2 inches of snow.  My son is very excited about it, and has spent hours already playing in it.  Too bad we never got the leaves up before the snow fell.  This should melt in a couple of days, as it is supposed to be near 60 degrees by Wednesday, so at the least we will be able to get the leaves off the driveway.  If not, it will be near impossible to shovel this winter.

I've been doing mostly ok for the past few days.  Not too bad, at least.  Until today, and the return of the butt pee.  I am not happy to see it back.  I've also been wondering if for "normal" people, BMs hurt.  I'm not talking about butt pee or even D, but relatively normal BMs.  For me, even when I'm down to two or three BMs a day, mostly formed, they cause pain.  I have no idea why, but according to my husband, it doesn't hurt for him to have a BM.  It has been so long, I don't even know what is normal and what isn't.

My disability claim has been sent to long term disability now.  Tomorrow I have a phone interview with them. My husband doesn't understand why I don't apply for Social Security benefits, but I guess I'm in denial about how sick I am.  According to someone who works at my company, my team thinks I'm not coming back.  I haven't said that, though.  Again, denial is strong.