Too Much

One good thing happened on Wednesday.  My disability carrier approved the extension of my disability.  That was the only good thing, though.  The D was basically butt pee on Wednesday.  I went to Target, got all my meds, and got groceries.  I was exhausted by the time I got home.  I prepared my meth shot and took it.  Instantly the nasty disgusting taste hit my mouth.  Then, within about a half hour, I started to feel really "wrong".  I can't really describe it, but I just felt ill.  And I was tired.  I finally fell asleep, and was woken up by my husband and son coming home.  I didn't want to eat, as usual.

Thursday was a different story.  It was early release day at my son's school for conferences.  Often on early release days, a bunch of parents take the kids out for lunch.  I went with 4 other parents and our kids.  The kids had a lot of fun with it.  After most of the parents had left, I stayed with a friend and our kids played while we talked.  It was really nice, as I rarely get to interact with my friends any more.  I came home and my son and I played on the computer together until my mom came over.  Then it was back out again for our conference with his teacher.  It went great.  After the conference, my husband & I went to Champps for a drink (I had Pepsi) while we discussed the conference.  We saw some other parents there doing the same thing, so we chatted for a bit.  After that, my husband and I went to Target to get the supplies he needs for their camping trip.  I was beyond exhausted when we got home.  That is just too much for me to do in a day.

This morning I slept until 10:00.  That means I got 12 hours of sleep.  I need to be better about not overdoing it.  I had a really bad episode in the bathroom.  Excruciating pain, nasty D, and nausea.  I ended up taking a pain pill.  Now I actually feel good, but tired.  I did try to clean the bathroom, and I just couldn't do it.  Just standing up that long was making me really tired.  I gave up.

I also have sores on my gums now.  It is a side effect of the meth shot.  They hurt!  A lot!