Scared

Yesterday I spent a good chunk of the afternoon sleeping.  We have a visitor in bed during the night, as our son had bad dreams.  When he's in the bed, I don't sleep so well, as he likes to cuddle against me, and I like to sleep with no one touching me.  But I just slept away the afternoon.  So productive- NOT!

Today, I have had quite a bit of D.  Not too bad pain-wise, but a lot of D, which is always uncomfortable.  My husband left for an out of town guys weekend, which I think is a good thing for him.  He really needs some time to himself, he had done so much for me and the house while I've been sick.  But I'm scared to take care of my son all by myself.  I've arranged help, which in itself was difficult.  It was hard to ask for help.  But I'm glad I have it lined up.

I went to Kabbalat Shabbat services at my son's school.  It was nice to be there, but I had to leave to go to the bathroom in the middle.  Luckily, I was sitting by the door.  Then I had to go again while my son was playing on the playground after school.

I hope I do OK this weekend.