I took a half day off work yesterday so I could get an MRI done of my lower back. I've had pain in my lower back for over 4 months. I did a course of physical therapy and it didn't help at all. In fact, I think it made things worse. So my doctor ordered an MRI and prescribed a valium for me so I could tolerate the machine. My mom drove me to the clinic, I lie on the table, and as soon as they start sliding me in the tube, I had a panic attack. I tried again, and was hyperventilating for over 10 minutes. I just couldn't do it. After the MRI of my small intestine, I swore I never would do one again. But I thought the valium would help. It didn't. So tomorrow morning, Saturday, I am going for an open-sided MRI at 6:30AM. Ick. But I hope that I can get through it. I just wish I didn't have to wake up so early.
I worked in the office today. I felt horrible. I had nasty gas all day and was so bloated and uncomfortable. When I got home, I had diarrhea and more gas and something that looked like blood. Now my "Crohn's spot" just hurts. I took some Tramadol, and am hoping it helps, but I'm not too optimistic, based on past results.
I wish I had more energy so I could do more with my family. I am always tired, and often in pain, so I miss out on so much. I hate that.
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