Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Same Old Crap (yes, pun intended)

Well, I haven't been feeling well.  That is an understatement.  And when I have my period, everything is compounded about 3 or 4 times, so I am much worse at the moment.  The steroids have been helping, as I'm not quite in misery as much, until yesterday, when my hormones decided it was time for my monthly kick in the gut.  Even when I am completely fine, in remission and all, my period is like a mini-flare.  But now, even with the steroids and tramadol, it is agony.  I considered for a split second yesterday going to the ER, but I think I'd rather suffer than do that.

I spoke to the long term disability people the other day.  Everything for that is on track.  I hope I get better in time to save my job.  I just don't see how I can work if one week a month I'm incapacitated.  Unless I can get in complete remission, working just doesn't seem possible.

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